Mid-November Insights + Self Awareness

November Forecast 

November is here and it’s bringing the ch-ch-ch-ch-changes! 11-11-2021 has just passed by, many only saw it as remembrance day but if you look a bit deeper there is so much more to become aware of and take part in this November as the tides get wilder in conjunction to the major shifts happening from within you, to the galaxy + beyond

Let’s start with a simple root understanding, the human brain and all of its systems run much like an organic computer that can be broken down and simplified to binary code, ones and zeros 0101. The code 1111 is specifically linked to DNA awakening. If this number has been “following” you or you hold a previously unexplainable fondness for that code now you can make more sense of it. As our DNA  begins its expansion/evolution we will become more aware of physical manifestations as signs of the present energies on clocks, phone numbers, receipts, addresses etc… 

Everything in creation is connected so by default everything, I do mean EVERYTHING is interlaced + as the cosmic law of energy clearly states “like energy”/vibration/frequency “attracts like energy”/vibration/frequency. Meaning that NOTHING is everrrrrr a coincidence! Everything in life happens FOR you not TO you, but we must consciously choose to expand our mind’s perspective to become aware and call out these “subtleties” feelings, nudges, shiny ideas, crushy tummy feelings, highlighted names, numbers etc.. that in reality hold more weight than you could imagine. We like to say a subtlety responded to could change your day/life.

This month offers us an energetic concoction including an eclipse season kickoff, a powerful New moon in Scorpio and a Full moon in Taurus to name a few.  These energies are here to assist us in wrapping up and bringing closure to those people, places, patterns, habits, relationships + any other energies that don’t support the overall evolution collectively taking place on planet earth right now. Through this eclipse season, those that don’t choose to see the light/ truth/ obvious imbalances/ blunt present (pre-sent energies manifesting the current experiences) those rigid lazy beotches in us all that we must overcome. You know the one that likes to be stubborn and at times will even argue that blue is black, or those that may be “living well” at first glance yet are constantly taking action against their own morals/soul + are attached to the comforts of this “lifestyle” and service to self.

We must ultimately become the captain of our own ship and realize that the management of our reactions + responses is all that MATTERs. Literally a main ingredient in what creates the matter/world around you. Reactivity comes from fear, assumptions, expectations and erroneous beliefs. Responding comes from a place of love, a wanting for growth and truth, a place of conscious creation. To respond means to become aware of all contributing factors in any situation from a place of detachment and trust.

This is an immense opportunity in the midst of the superficial chaos to do everything in our power to dig deep and become aware of what still lingers in our shadows.  We must air out, meaning bring truth to ourcellves, forgive ourselves and others, release the grudges/fear/guilt, remember oneness/gratitude/love, release false belief systems and anything else draining us of our energies. Simultaneously we need to shift our outlook on life, recognize the obvious connection we have to our roots/nature/creation/energy and become responsible (response-able, able/willing to respond) moment to moment consciously recreating yourself and the world around you for the greatest good of all. It truly is as simple as that. 1+1=2.  give love + release fear = constant giving and receiving of love (love = balanced energies of high quality and quantity).

Spoonful of Self-worth X

Spoonful of Self-worth ( X )

It was next level how much investment was made into sabotaging my relationship(s), controlling my future, and skewing my beliefs, business, and personal journey by those who were scorned and unhealed. It is suffocating to experience so much ownership. Many clients, family, friends, and peers are now trying to market my health journey, experiences, ideas, and lifestyle for financial gain and/or societal acceptance by stealing my story and personality. My father and aunt treated me like talent and stock. As my health + wellness practice gained acceptance while not conforming to their or society's limitations, curiosity among others was piqued. Travelling, having babies, loving yourself and growing at the same time is not something you can have simultaneously. Are you saying I cannot maintain a balance? No, our society claims, I cannot control you if you think for yourself if you are aware of just how powerful you really are, and if you realize that I only exist as an illusion due to your false beliefs and definitions about your cells, nature, life, love, etc. No one wants to believe that balancing your energy can be as straightforward as managing it.

Thus, one would have to take responsibility for their ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions, both consciously and unconsciously, moment by moment. Real responsibility requires real commitment, energy, and effort which is quite absent and easily observable in the very disconnected + brainwashed collective today. Pandemic of easy living, quick fixes, distractions, and avoidance. As I began to question + call out ALL the BS -- we were turned on viciously. Following this, my business pages and social media accounts were heavily infiltrated and blocked as the information I was sharing challenged all societal systems that would soon be under severe question. In gratitude for my healing journey, as faith + trust in energy have tested my nervous system to the core with choices that had to be made for the greatest good for everyone, the family's karma, and generational trauma. This required hard work, dedication, and loyalty. The majority of what others said or believed was often in conflict with my own feelings, knowledge, and experiences. And this is what made me constantly question everything. It is when you are not taught to process emotion ( energies in motion ) that the cellular memory remains unhealed, polluting your cellular system and affecting your reality.

Truth be told, we aren't all pretty. As a result of unconscious decisions about ourselves, cells, and human nature throughout our original consciousness's timeline, large chemical imbalances exist within our nature. As a direct result of that determination, it is our self-missION to learn more about who and what we are and what we are not. To discover what love is. Understanding what friendship is and what it's not. In order to discover what being a mother/father/sister/brother/friend/lover is or is not. Having this dual experience is obtained from a variety of experiences, faucets, and creating with other versions of ourselves. The thing to keep in mind is that you are still connected to the source that created you. It's time to air out the ugly, the shame, the resentment, the less than re ( actions ) verbal, mental, emotional, physical, all the highs and lows that created our planet, ecosystems, institutions, coming of age, and life stages. With aVOIDance and easy living becoming the obsessives of the 21st century, it might be unnerving at first, but it's the truth. That's how humans learn what is right and what is wrong. Feelings are our guides, the inner compass on which we orient ourselves.

The four basic components of our cells, aether, are earth, water, fire and air. Self-awareness begins with becoming familiar with these versions, the elements, and knowing the (x chromosome) and (y chromosome) of energy present within each component. Disconnecting from our emotions numbs/suppresses our most important cellular components DNA, RNA, -our memories. Cellular memory is a product of human experiences. Self-worth is a result of quality + quantity of experiences. We have a myriad of hobbies, traits, talents, etc., that stem from these parts of our cellular makeup. By disconnecting, numbing, suppressing or erasing experience/memories, you also do this to these past versions of yourself. As if a tree was being cut down or its roots ripped out, you are removing parts of yourself.

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