Buenos días + Namaste, This October is an energetic powerhouse, and we are here for it! Life on all fronts is pivoting; the good, the bad, and the ugly are all being stirred up for reevaluation, healing, evolution, and clearing. We are in the midst of a huge move back into what we call our more aligned path and reality.
For the last couple of years, after the traumatic CO poisoning, we have been exploring different cities but nonetheless city living —while dealing with our baby Pax's health journey, and our own overall journey back to health, financial stability, and rebuilding of our all-around lives. We have recently taken a leap of faith and moved our family to an acreage, knowing that the gap between where we should be and where we have been the last couple of years was needing to be bridged. It has been a whirlwind of emotions, overcoming fears, doubts, grief, loss, limitations, and false ideologies of safety.
The previous Super Full Moon is traditionally called the “Hunter’s Moon”, reminding us how our ancestors would begin preparing for the coming seasons by starting their intentional hunts. As time passes and traditions, needs, and practices evolve, we must also consciously adapt our Cellves to cater to our overall sustainability and well-being. Because most don’t live right now in a time where physically hunting and gathering is needed for survival, it doesn’t mean that we mustn’t think of this time as pivotal in the year.
Take the necessary steps to hunt internally for unaligned and detrimental beliefs, ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions that need to be gathered, broken down, understood, brought universal truth to, and cleared for your optimal health and growth to be able to be reached. As I tune into this lunation, I’m immediately taken to the balance within the balance. This Super Full Moon happens to be in Aries, which is a powerful sign to have in Libra season because Aries is a leader, a doer, and an initiator in nature. These happen to be the traits I personally struggle with the most.
These traits create natural balance because they help overcome some of Libra's challenges( that’s me J the Libra), such as procrastination, stagnancy, indecisiveness, and pushover-ness. Aries' fiery energy can ignite Libra's scales, bringing balance and harmony to our lives externally and internally. The moon’s proximity to the Earth is astronomical because it is the closest moon to the Autumn Equinox. During the full moon cycle, energies are amplified, giving us a potent opportunity for reflection, release, and renewal. This Super Full Moon in Aries can help us tap into our inner strength, courage, and creativity, while Libra season reminds us to approach our goals and desires with balance, harmony, and consideration for others.
It took Stacey's strong faith, prairie girl roots, and unwavering bad assery, pushing me to make the leap out of the city. Let's be real, she's been ready for years, this is much closer to how she was raised, but my grip on the city boy for life drove our relationship, business, and her happiness to crazy extremes – always putting my super self-centered, narcissistic ass first, before the kids, family, anyone. The universe has been smacking me with all the signs constantly validating my wife’s fine tuned intuition and ability to be 10 years ahead of everyone else– with small, medium, loud AF experiences – validating everything as Stacey kept weaving and connecting our life happenings moment to moment. I was the one blocking us from busting out of this wack-a-mole rat race, distracted AF, controlling everything external instead of mastering my damn selves – like I didn't know better. Post Carbon Monoxide accident I’ve been a wreck, and a wrecking ball running away from the shame and guilt forcing my wife against her WILL.
I took major advantage of Stacey's constant want to expand, evolve, do better for humanity big time. She's all about connecting the dots, filling blanks, keeping her morals, values, boundaries tight – and for that, she's gotten royally taken advantage of, instead of being uplifted or met at her level. Her mom and I’ve been like energetic vampires, draining her hard, neglecting our inter-generational healing. Still, she stands up for herself, for balance, for our highest freaking selves with crazy patience and spot on advice even when she's pushed into situations she tried hard to prevent – then had to extract us all and do the deep healings.
My Libra side's rejected balance in the worst ways – abusing time, money, energy, love, life… I’m ashamed, and I bolt from that truth too. We men are big babies about emotIONS – we get away with never growing ’em up, never owning accountability even when we're dead wrong. It’s a big part why patriarchal systems NEED to shift hard – and I know firsthand the wreckage we’ve made with our emotions. Lots of us are pros at not giving a fuck – and worst, it’s all festering internal. How we treat women like they’re our forever mommies stems from core childhood shit – and if we don’t sort our Peter Pan cells out, the Libra balance – that electric-magnetic dance between feminine and masculine – won’t find its equilibrium. Our collective’ll keep projecting this crazy imbalance onto the planet and everyone living here.
The physical signs have been huge – like the Northern Lights kicking off right outside our front door on night one back home. It was like the universe was putting on a show just for us. And almost immediately, newer business limbs started blooming like crazy after we made the leap. We've been attracting way more like-minded people and experiences too – feels like everything's aligning. Now, as we grow through this autumn season here, let's focus on harvesting those fragments of ourselves we've neglected, taken advantage of – the parts we've kinda left in the dust. Let's release what doesn't serve us anymore and amp up the gratitude and thanks where it's truly deserved.
Take some time to reflect on the versions of yourself you've maybe created imbalance with. Think about those facets and hobbies you left behind, forgot about – the things that used to light you up. And think about those people who constantly show up for you – the ones who get the worst parts of you and still are willing to be there, solid full stop.
It’s a powerful time for inner harvest and realignment – especially being in Canada, where autumn brings its own kinda introspective beauty, like in Alberta where the leaves turn gold and the air gets that crisp edge. What comes up when you ask your cells about those relationships and parts of yourself – is there anything specific jumping out at you? Grab your journal and start the conversation with self, MAKE SURE YOU get to the ROOT of what your cells are trying to communicate to you! Don’t leave any weeds behind, it’s like opening a can of worms, you want to manage and clear it all out. Explore all layers and the sponsoring belief system which would be the main file folder that contains all the files(layers, events, circumstances, memories) you are exploring within your cellular memory. Active listening to all bodies, memories, symptoms, visions, ideas, thoughts, feelings, or things happening around you…it’s all feedback and infourmation four* you!
We must take our power back by re-defining and re-establishing our relationships with holidays like Thanksgiving and Halloween/Samhain. Become very clear in your Cellves as to why and how you choose to celebrate these days deemed “special” by the masses. As stated previously, do your own research, and realize what you are choosing to feed your energy to, or better yet, how you can make any necessary conscious shifts to make these “holidays” resonate more with you and your core morals, values, and bound*ARIES*. When we don’t choose to care about where and how our energy is being directed out, it will by default get used or siphoned to the mindless collective's pool, which many times is not for your best interest or that of your family's. Many of these holidays have the same underlying tone of individuals being taken advantage of, used and abused, and fairness not the priority at all just like Stacey has had to experience with us. Justice and balance are needed for the wholesome self willing to become the whole sum of their cells.
As humans we get used for our creative life force when unconscious to our energy and how it works, so it is imperative that we take back our power and take responsibility for our consistent creative nature by learning how to manage our own matter. The manager gets their own talent and the talent learns how to manage theirselves. Thus one can become whole lighting up and utilizing both sides of their brain as opposed to using another’s. This piggy-back style of generating energy off of others is where our humans need a HOW TO HUMAN 101 assessment of our cells and how they function. No judgement, i’m speaking from being the Narcissist and the vampire and that’s what it takes to heal! A claim it to tame ATTITUDE and why is this happening four me*, no more blame, excuse train game. The energies of Aries and Libra can support us in finding balance between our inner and outer worlds, and in cultivating meaningful relationships and experiences. So, what can we do to take advantage of the powers at hand? Begin by becoming aware. It always helps to do some research for yourself, then bring some inner wisdom, sit in silence, and ask your Cells where your biggest imbalances are in your life. Strip back all the masks and facades, if you can’t be genuine with yourself, no one else will ever meet the real you.
Listen attentively without judgment, and listen for any feedback you receive from all your bodies. Answers may come in many different ways, so do your best to listen with all your senses. Practice viewing life with discernment for balance, call in your inner Libra for guidance, and know that balance is key for true natural flow and won’t look like two even scales, there’s a give and receive dance. To take the leap and align your actions, especially if they are challenging and out of your comfort zone, call in your Aries to access the go-getter energy and trust your Cells to get you closer to your soul’s alignment. Take your life force power more seriously and recognize your energy is a powerful gift that you were created to intentionally create with, and that this truth has been hidden from us, and energy is stolen from everyone who doesn’t wake up to that truth.
Yearly celebrations are rituals, and powerful ones at that. So, next time you choose to join in on a worldwide ritual, make sure you are okay with all that it entails and stands for, and all that it is collectively creating. Remember, there are no obligations to take part in anything that you don’t actually resonate with, and that it’s completely okay to question everything, and that it is necessary for us to change what we have been mindlessly doing against our truest morals in all areas of life. May we conjure up the courage to shift our perspective from blinded and misled to aware and mindful of the truth at hand. May we re-ignite our deepest relationship with our Cellves and our creations.
May we realize our grandiosity and our avoidance, and humbly reclaim our sovereignty back from our outdated, unhealthy, and crippling societal selves and structures. And finally, may we recognize our greatest truth behind Oz’s curtain: we are all one, and only here to evolve as conscious leaders of our energy with unconditional love, elements, energy, and ancestry as our guides.
J
