Air Is Part II
As a result of the discovery of so many things about my past and myself over the last five years, my life has completely changed. The fact is my twin flame, my Angel, my wife who has graciously taken the painstaking time and effort to work through every nook and cranny in my conscious + subconscious mind has taken most of the toll. As a result of the idea that comfort = safety, we will literally run away from and fight change as if it were going to kill us. This is because our little ego monsters hate change, and are particularly opposed to any change that causes discomfort. Many of us experience anxiety, procrastination, depression, overbearing illogical "laziness" and self-sabotage due to this subconscious reaction.
I have personally tested Her mastery of psychology, neurolinguistic programming, reiki, hypnotherapy, electromagnetic pulse therapy, life coaching, yoga, and everything in between. There is no denying that I have been much more stubborn than I would like to admit, and even more stubborn than I would ever have imagined myself to be. Self-awareness may be a difficult task when you have drifted far from your most authentic self. The result was that I became a master self-manipulator and lived in an environment where I was the king and nothing else mattered. Obviously, such a persona in a marriage would be a nightmare, and I have experienced it firsthand. As much information as I've gathered + all the help I've received... literally 24/7, it makes me feel for those who aren't aware of the basic building blocks of this planet and ourselves... energy.
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