Super New Moon in Gemini Forecast and Guide
Hola + Namaste,
Hola + Namaste,
Shifts are on the immediate horizon as we swiftly move through June, X-pan-ding our perspectives and giving our lesser versions the boot. The time is here, meaning the ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions that make up “time” are ready to be aligned with the truest, purest, highest, and most authentic form of your soul's un-dimmed expression. To many, this has become the scariest thing to do. Vulnerability is a characteristic of true strength and self/cell awareness. When we stand wholly in our purest frequency, the fake crumbles—not just in our own Cellves, but in our entire projection. This means every “comfort,” relationship, job, addiction, and norm built on or from imbalanced, skewed ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions has to shift as well.
The good news is that you don’t have to force these shifts externally. If you work smartly, you will only need to get out of the way of the shifts instead of trying to be the shift enforcer. The true work is internal. For the most part, it relies on your willingness to consciously commit to shifting your default perspectives and ceasing all reactivity to life as it reconstructs within and around you. This reconstruction stems from your pure decision to change what no longer serves your highest self and to heighten your vibration to match that of your more aligned timeline.
In my worldly projection, June is recognized as Men’s Mental Health Month, which ties beautifully into the changes and struggles I’ve been navigating. Getting out of the way of necessary changes can be just as challenging as making those changes happen because we are coming head-to-head with our own selves. Every attachment, crutch, go-to excuse, embedded pattern, and survival-based addiction will need to surface to be cleared out. This is obviously easier said than done, yet it is far from impossible.
Mental health has become more of a hot topic over the last couple of years, but it still carries a tainted, taboo ideology. We must realize that throughout history, severe trauma has been experienced around the false accusations, mislabeling, and misunderstanding of mental health. Our human bodies and minds are extraordinarily advanced, yet highly untapped by the current collective. We are much like hyper-advanced technology—like a brand-new iPhone being used simply for emails, watching videos, and basic social media. There is so much more to learn and tap into as the world wakes up from its bare-minimum survival state and recognizes the need for Sovereignty from the false power of the deranged, money-hoarding control seekers who self-labeled themselves the “elites.”
As we put life into a big-picture perspective, we need to recognize that by default, a part of us is being projected as these power-hungry, separating, self-harming, unhealthy, greedy beings who are willing to take advantage of their own purity. If not, it would be impossible to experience that in our “reality.” While this might be far from what we believe we stand for and consciously strive to be, we must remember that we live in a world that runs on frequency. Like energy attracts like energy. Simply put, if no part of your cells or systems held this frequency, it would be impossible to experience a timeline where this is the case with the people we have allowed into roles of power.
In my personal experience, it wasn’t until I allowed myself to become aware of how much I take advantage of myself, cells, and others, and began calling out the patterns, traits, and behaviours, that they began to severely surface in me even more noticeably—along with attracting others with similarities—the mirror effect. Here’s what you’re carrying: can you see these versions inside of you? In my reactive states, I don’t even acknowledge there is a mirror. I mock the laws of energy, and when confronted on my behaviour, I try to twist, turn, and trip up the other. Even when they’re trying to help me. The narcissistic culture: don’t call me out and host off you while you let me get away with obvious unhealthy behaviour. A narcissist gets called out and immediately tries to make the other out to be the one exhibiting those traits.
This is especially true during times like this, when the planets, the moon, and historical timelines line up to expose these deep lows so they can be cleared out. The most shocking things to me have been the survival mechanisms and the ways this energy affects everyone and everything around it, making it extremely challenging to expose at times. There were so many times when the reactive energy was defended, and the rebel and grump not only doubled but quadrupled down, actually setting up camp for 6 years, stagnating the entire process!
For example, this blog, along with every other that Stacey hasn’t written, has been a tantrum piss storm psychosis fight and usually takes over a week with a ridiculous lineup of X-cuses to validate the behavior—acting like a narcissistic teenager with zero respect for accountability, community, duty, and the cause and severe effects on my family's life, health, wealth, etc.! Even as I work to finish this blog hours before any of my babies are up, I can hear them wrestling in their beds as if they are being messed with—the energies that I’ve created to pull at Stacey and the children as opposed to applying my own pressure and seriously just growing the fuck up. Period. Full stop. Ownership to heal the relationships. Phones are shutting off with enough battery to last hours, and pets are breaking things or making messes just to pull my attention away.
I’ve also noticed and experienced high levels of anger consistently being sparked within me. That, or I don’t give a fuck, I’m more than over it, which feels very weird because if you knew me before, I was the guy who never got angry because I knew how to edit, alter, delete, suppress, avoid, and numb. All of the traits are spewing out of me now. No response, no reason, no happy medium—which is also weird because if you knew me, I was a medium channeling information for individuals in 1:1 and group settings. And that’s where this all ties together: the medium, the fire, the mental body, the mentality, the persona, the somatic nervous system. Who's in the driver’s seat? Who is making the decisions and, most importantly, why!? The X and Y chromosomes, our genes, gene-rational norms, the broadening awareness of our biology meeting psychology.
When we look at the mentality we are all exiting from—this patriarchal system that has severely traumatized the world—it is easy to see why it is our responsibility to rectify and heal those skewed belief systems out of our cellular memory, which derives from our lineages. We all carry it, and we all get to choose to heal it. This has not been easy for me. My negligence in seeing it through and humbling the underlying, attached patriarch in my Cells has been detrimental to my whole family. This is not only because of my grumpy-old-man characteristics that surface, but mainly due to the repercussions of my rude-teen version who hates routines and sabotages any productive forward motion. It is my rebel, sk8 rat, "f the system" side that has been idiotically rebelling against the process of evolving into a response-able father and husband. Mental health goes so much deeper than what the mainstream presents, and I am happy to be speaking out more about the journey of healing all these versions of me so they can stop versing everything and everyone.
As I watch my other half plant the gardens at the acreage, constantly generating the plans for the days, weeks, and months—along with all the detailed prep and gathering of ingredients—and then have to beg me to help, join in, support, and get excited about creating life together, I’m constantly teetering between giving her the psychosis cell-centered teenager or the grumpy, old, avoiding asshole. These are the two personas I’d already become aware of and was working through. They used to only get triggered, and I’d quickly catch their traits, find the root, and pull them back into reality. Due to letting them get away with their antics for far too long, they’ve now taken over 90% of the time, with my highest self only getting through 10% before getting triggered and reacting back into less-than versions of the self—or those two highlighted personas that aren’t dealing with their nitty-gritty. It is the combination of Peter Pan, who never wanted to grow up, and Captain Hook. It’s who the Peter Pans turn into: their own Captain Hooks. If we don’t heal our shadows, they’ll raise our children and turn on their wives.
As I continue to bipolar from the fake light and dark to distract and dissociate, creating havoc and a fake-like reality, Stacey continues to push like a daisy through the concrete, determined to break the cycles and the ten-year loop of divorce—catching the timeline before it captures us. She’s the constant reminder holding down the real feminine and masculine principles, connecting moment to moment, and consistently willing to become aware of the broader themes and lessons at hand. She is that soul cheerleader; the we GET to garden and learn all the ways without quick-fix shortcuts, honouring our ancestors and reminding us of the importance of connecting to our roots. We GET to fix up our 90-year-old farmhouse—which was built from the very trees that once grew on the land around it to match our current style and vibe. The it’s all happening four us attitude and let’s gathering all ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions to keep it under management, to keep it FUN*ctional. It is all helping to soften up the old grump; this is where one might see the Beast raging around his castles while Belle reads, frolics, and stubbornly keeps her morality.
But it has come with her extreme efforts and suffering on every level, and my level of "I don’t care" has been diabolical, to say the absolute least. It is the re-training of the rebel teen and other societal normal personas that I was working on prior to the carbon monoxide poisoning. That choice to go completely against her intense feelings and knowing—and if I am being 100% honest, my own as well—led to the takeout of our rounded-out versions of ourCELLS, the facets they were sharing, and the baby Stacey was carrying. These are the particles I must reclaim to help fully round out my societal remains. I’ve run from, avoided, fought, and quite literally drove my cells insane avoiding dealing with what led me to make those decisions in the first place.
Now, electro-culture, fixing up the farmhouse, mowing the land, and keeping up with the weeding in the garden Stacey planted are versions I’m trying to sprout as my mind heals from the excessive, go-go-go norms of survival and rat-racing to the debt grave. Stacey has single-handedly been THE guiding real light and dark principles out of the nasty lows I was carrying, and in my right mind, I couldn't be more thankful. I am excited for these layers to be worked through thoroughly; for our babies to remember how fierce Mami was with her unwavering willingness and how brave Dad had to be with the childhood he faced. They get to watch us clean up these inner cobwebs and rotting jars of energetic gunk so they don’t have to all while learning a lot of great tools along the way, gathering information from what we did that worked and what didn’t….it’s all feedback!
As we sit in the potent, airy frequency of this Gemini Super New Moon, the universe is handing us a cosmic microphone and a blank script. Timing is on your side, meaning that if you focus your ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions right now with intention, it will be amplified—making this the ultimate threshold to rewrite your inner narrative.
Alongside this lunar reset is the impending Summer Solstice on June 21st—the longest day of light, representing the peak of solar illumination, external manifestation, and spiritual sovereignty.
To anchor these massive cosmic currents into your physical reality and align your timeline, focus on these action steps over the coming days:
Audit Your Internal Dialogue: Write down your default ideas, thoughts, excuses, and reactive patterns. Acknowledge the "rebel" or the "grump" inside without judgment, then consciously choose a higher-frequency perspective to replace them.
Speak Your Authentic Truth: Use the communicative power of Gemini to have honest, vulnerable conversations. Speak boundaries into existence and share your healing journey with your Cellves via journaling. If you are surrounded by a supportive community or loved ones, it could also help bring up these themes to help break down more generational taboos.
Declutter Your Physical and Energetic Space: Mirror your internal house-cleaning externally. Clean up a room, work the earth, weed your garden, or fix up an old project to ground your energy and eliminate external distractions.
Prepare for the Light: As the Solstice approaches on June 21st, take this time to write down your grandest intentions for the rest of the year. Allow the abundance of solar light to illuminate your path forward, burning away the residual debris of your old survival state.
May we ride the wave of awakening by drifting out into the depths of our vulnerABLE em-Ocean(s), courageously getting on the right track of the break, and paddling intentionally into the highest peak of our potential.
— Johny Rey Acosta