I grew up with little to Zer0 discipline in a broken home with no healthy masculine Male figures ever. The women involved in my raising played both roles because they had to, even the one that was married followed suit because her husband much like most of us men never truly grew up. We men are very prone to, if we have a mother figure and she’s even slightly a coddler become what society refers to as a “mama’s boy.” However, the relationship between mothers and sons due to the imbalance in the mother-father relationship by default takes a huge toll.

The lack of understanding meaning not being aware of all contributing factors allows in fear and doubt which transform into different forms of imbalances I.e; codependency, manipulation, self-destructive behaviour, obsession/addiction and control to name a few. We end up NEEDING (meaning our skewed ideas + actions reflect that immaturity and lack of emotional independence on a deep level) a “mommie” so much that we turn our g/f + wives into our mothers. I personally realize this is exactly what I’ve in one way or another with all my relationships, especially my marriage.

“Truth hurts” This statement is very valid only because we grow up training ourCELLves to numb away + suppress anything that we don’t want to FEEL or that may be too much/overwhelming or that we just were not taught how to process… that’s a vast amount of experiences left in aVOIDance causing great detriment to our overall health. Most imbalances that lead to harsher lessons in life, happen because of the lack of truth being brought to situations, and by truth, I mean big-picture truth. Big-picture awareness can only come out of having an understanding of energy -the building blocks of everything in existence, our subconscious, which runs 90% of our mind/systems, and the cycles historically on repeat. Steps that are crucial on the journey of Cell/self awareness + evolution.

-J

May-king the most of it! Healing the loyalty, royalty, loyalties, ties in family and finance – because let's be real, family dynamics can be a real soap opera. May-king sense of your family, ancestry, chosen life paths – time to get real about your roots and routes. Finding purpose and passion in a superficial and competitive environment by getting out of it – aka, finding your own lane and cruising.

As we dive into May, numerology has got some juicy insights – the 5th month is all about expression, thanks to the throat chakra. Spring themes bring seXY back – not just your physical spark, but your authentic self. Expect spring fever to kick in, and suddenly you'll be springing into action with new projects, different activities, and energy levels that'll make you wonder where your couch was hiding all winter.

Taurus season is all about luxury and wellness – think self-care that's actually worth the investment. This earth sign brings major characters to the forefront – and by major characters, I mean the scapegoats will get a comeback, while some narcissistic people will take a well-deserved reality check. Aliens, ancestral, ancient history – it's all connected, folks!

Taurus season comes to end around the 20th and we enter the duality of our twin nature, The Gemini. Think of the Gemini as the yin and Yang aspects of ourselves, the conscious and the subconscious, the left and right sides of the brain, and the front and back of the brain, the past and future, our needs and wants —- like an unruly teenager with no real understanding of life, money, discipline, respect think of that as our BULL the Taurus — stubborn and strong headed in nature — we must redirect that fire, our mental body the mind to meditate and mediate ultimately promoting balance between our identity, our air and our relationships, facets of expression, feelings acting as a healthy conduit for our spirit and feelings tying together the mind and matter to best determine the aligned actions, environment, etc. The Taurus part of us can be stubborn in making sure it’s dualistic nature is getting along and working together not against it’s own cellf**

Epigenetics is revealing that our ancestors' experiences are literally encoded in our DNA, influencing our gene expression and overall well-being. Talk about ancestral baggage! Cellular memory is a real thing – our cells store traumatic experiences, and it's up to us to release them. It's like our cells are saying, 'Hey, remember that time we had a near-death experience? Yeah, let's not do that again.'

So, how can you May-king the most of every situation? Even if it's just having a rest day and adding special touches for your cells – like a face mask, a good book, and a cuppa. Or, you know, switching up your routine and ending up at a family-friendly fair, calling Gma who happens to be 8 minutes away, and spending the rest of the afternoon getting dirty with your pooch at the ravine.

Give your cells a chance to regulate your over-controlling mind and matter. Let the subtle ideas and feelings guide you – or the out-there nudges. Be on the lookout for counter-intuitive thinking and shift your perspective. And remember, May is all about making grand slams into self-worth – so, let's get real, let's get wild, and let's make this month count.

May-king the most of it – it's all about finding your rhythm, your flow, and your freaking awesome self. So, go ahead, burst into May with some major (but minor) steps. Take a deep breath, trust the universe, and let the magic unfold. Be willing to follow that loud or little subliminal message for whatever source it's trying to come through and give your cells a chance to regulate your over-controlling mind and matter!

As we dive into this pivotal year, big themes are emerging. Women, empowered by the younger generations, are awakening to their innate power and reclaiming their sovereignty. The younger generations are helping women realize that their strength and wisdom are essential to society, and that men and the world need them to thrive. It's time to recognize the value of the feminine and the life-giving energy that women embody – WOMBan, giving gold to the land, giving life force. No longer will women bend over and take what's not freely given; instead, they'll stand tall, united, and unapologetic.

The education landscape is shifting, with unschooling on the rise and a growing emphasis on self-sustaining businesses that honor ancestral heritage and purpose.

Biodiversity learning is becoming increasingly important, as we acknowledge the interconnectedness of all things and the value of diverse perspectives. We're also experiencing a heightened awareness of higher-dimensional beings – aliens, angels, and ancestry – and the wisdom they can impart.

As we move away from quick-fix distractions and superficiality, a deep longing for authenticity is emerging. Those who've been energetically draining others will be held accountable, while those unfairly scapegoated will finally have their truth revealed.

The glamour of Hollywood and celebrity culture is crumbling, revealing the emptiness and superficiality that lies beneath. The false ideals of sex, success, money, self-worth, and fame that have been peddled by the entertainment industry are being exposed for their shallowness. As we see through the facade, we'll realize that the pursuit of external validation and recognition has been a costly trade-off, diminishing the potential of the cell and selling out to a false narrative. The emptiness of fame and fortune will be replaced by a deeper understanding of true worth and fulfillment.

Governments will be seen for what they are – reflections of our own inner governing energies. We'll recognize that true power lies within, and that we're the judges in our own courtrooms. Political parties and their policies are just a mirage, an illusion of reality based on fear and mind control. Once the veil is lifted, the true reality surfaces, and we're left to choose how much we care and how much we want to embody our true potential.

It's going to be a wild ride, but one that's ripe for growth and transformation. So, let's MAY-KE the most of it – embracing the chaos, learning from each other, and emerging wiser, more whole, and more radiant than ever.