Spoonful of Stacey - 9/9/9 BOOM

9/9/9 👁🙏🔮

A month ago had you asked either of us if we'd be on our way to a yoga festival@prairielovefestival, living together in Canada, teaching conscious living, and starting a new adventure there would have been an open mind but a great amount of skepticism. Both having gone through lessons and experiences provoking growth through the challenges of relationships but also conditioning the brain to form a protection, armor, aka fear assuming as though future attempts at being with someone different would end up with the similar results and essentially a closing of the heart. 
We trigger, invoke feelings that when welcomed and allowed teach us who we are as individuals. We cast light on each other's darkness and without judgement hold space for one another to become aware of the level and lesson they are currently journeying through. 
While we both attempt to open our hearts and release old patterns imprinted from previous relationships we communicate through the rawness and the egoic feelings usually ending up in laughing at our humanness once the awareness kicks in and the lesson is learned. 
Here's to keeping it real, surfing through the heavy waves, cycling through this energetic shift that 9/9/9 brings with my main squeeze @rey_blnt! I don't need yea but I kinda like ya.

Spoonful of Stacey - This too shall pass

Sometimes the old patterns creep there way back into your day to day, shifting moods, routines. I think of it as my dark thoughts schooling me. Showing me what egoic reactions, tendencies still are bringing an opportunity for me to learn from and respond differently too. I strongly wish when I'm feeling low, off my routine, lack luster, sleepy, that I wasn't. And I can still get caught in wishing it be different, controlling, efforting trying to force myself out of what's present. Learning to witness and observe the reactions until I break through that layer and can shift into the next brings a lot of clarity and peace to what I can not control. During these waves my old personality traits come bubbling to the surface, judging myself, inability to chill, quiet the mind. Once the storm is over and I settle into its after bliss I usually have a good laugh at myself. An awareness of, "Okay, Stacey you went there again, alright that happened." I allow myself to ebb and flow wherever I feel the need to go. When I become accepting and conscious of my choices I take things less personally. I take responsibility for where I'm at because I know my thoughts and emotions I have are a myriad of tiny seeds planting roots into my reality. As I take a birds eye view, I am able to experience the constant ever shifting, migrating energies and sensations triggered by all of life's lessons and blessings. I am not afraid of the next wave, or big splash. I am the wave. 
Namastacey (~*~)