Spoonful of Stacey - Self-Worth Part VII

Spoonful of Stacey - Self-Worth ( Part VII)

In the moments spent at my father's house, I often sat with my face buried in my knees, sucking my thumb, crying for my mother. Video games were my brothers' coping mechanisms + they are still suffering from these coping mechanisms without any connection to truth or energy. Too, they competed constantly with their little sister the rebel child who stepped up. The people in my family love to keep me limited to their false displaced ideas (air) of me in order to keep their lazy minds and crazy a**es from facing who they truly are.

After several attempts to help, their unhealed cells began protecting their less desirable side. Inability to face their shit and/or accept responsibility. We are all connected and each of us has our own dualistic experiences as part of our original consciousness. One's entire perception of reality will change if one has this respect and knowledge. When we shift false beliefs and definitions to universal truth, the cellular energies, DNA and RNA, can align and balance, allowing the elements to work cohesively together, cooperating and communicating constantly to create a FLOW of energy and LIFE.

(The Y chromosome, air, fire, ⚡️ ) fuels the desire and intention to help others understand their cellular health and how to manage their own energy. (The X chromosome, water, earth, 🧲 ). It would be possible to avoid so much harshness, trauma, despair, health issues, illness, early ageing, + unnecessary suffering if everyone would understand their own cellular system, how to self-heal, self-educate, + self-manage with their own building blocks (cells).

That said, moving forward it felt so cold + dry around my father. I can picture that young girl listening to her father's women haters club bashing females, their spouses, and their exes till the cows came home. "Dad's cooking" meant KFC, old Dutch chips, and 2L pop. From an early age, while in his care, we were neglected and abandoned to manage ourselves.

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Spoonful of Stacey - Self-Worth Part VI

Spoonful of Stacey - Self-Worth ( Part VI )

When I was a young child, she was Mighty Mouse escaping the controlled threat of my father--you'll never leave because of money. My wealthy grandparents shunned the innocent bystanders, the children, after their divorce. We were removed from our family home and subjected to a life of manipulation/avoidance/control by him. The brunt of his pent-up anger toward his mother and denial of the true relationship he had with his father fell on my mother and me. It was as if he rejected all emotions and avoided feelings altogether. I remember the torture of spending weekends with him when I was a little girl. Now that I am a mother, I can imagine the tremendous emotions involved in having to give your children, ages 4 and under, to a man who regards them as a bad investment. In regression, one has access to all memories stored in the cellular memory since the beginning of time. It is extremely harmful to believe that children will not remember or will not be affected later in life in any way. These are excuses told to self in attempts to CONvince one’s actions weren’t as wrong. This pride in the unhealed ego is strong. I have triggered it numerous times as it was my duty as an ego eradicator. It is vital to be vulnerable -- I see things as they are because I have been willing to take a 360-degree view of myself.

And that doesn't mean it's pleasant. Energy shifts rapidly when you feel it and you can process and heal it. By taking personal ownership and responsibility, you will bring balance to any and all unaligned actions that by default affect everyone internally and externally. Many came to me to assist in healing their imbalances, understanding their feelings, and better understanding the root of their chemistry. My work is an alchemy of the body, emotions, mind, and spirit. People are swayed by fear and the false versions they continue to feed. Running away from the parts of one's self which are created in fear and false ideas which construct unhealthful patterns and loops in one's life. People are accustomed to their fake problems, they are used to their fake diagnoses, and they want the quick-fix miracle pill instead of putting in the grind and day-to-day work required to heal all their past and begin anew. As a result, they fake it till they make it and disregard the information as mere superficiality, never willing to actually take action to change.

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