Spoonful Of Self-Awareness Part XIV

Pop the bubble, turn the light on the boogie man, and see the glitch in the matrix as you reveal the fraudulent belief systems creating the mirage-like reality you once fell prey to.  When the foundation of what you believe doesn’t match another’s we have duelling realities present. It’s as though everyone has their own universe and their own rules they play and live by.

We are human and nature, nature has it’s laws of fundamental principles the magnetic and electric and if we ALL lived by them and honoured our true nature we would all be playing by the same rule back with the same rooted belief systems. If we all understood ourcellves, our actual history, and how the human was designed our experiences would be a lot different. We would essentially clean up the atmosphere from all the competition and comparing of ideas, religions, cultures, ethnicities, and all division that has been created within the cell to it’s counterparts.  The need for control would seize to exist as humans learn how to manage and maintain energy. Our institutions would look a lot different, so would the careers and jobs present, schools, hospitals, and all stages of life would be redefined to that of real the facade living could not withstand as the real energy pushes the fake realities and dimensions back into the void as they are no longer fed, and fuelled by our interest, need, and false belief they were ever needed or real*.

This was exactly what was occurring in mine and Johnny’s life. But his mental laziness and rejection of healing his past began to create a division and large divide between us. Similarly with that of my mother and family members. No one was on the same page, paralleling the obvious patterns and continuing the healing journey alongside me. I would do the channelling of the interior research to connect all the dots then spend hours trying to enlighten the rest and urge them to go into their own subconscious through the tools and self-care techniques they had developed to clear out their cells and keep us all on track. I met their unhealed egos and multiple versions of them. It was like everyone turned two-faced but really in truth I was beginning to see all the masks they had created over the course of their timeline and they all had different personas and beliefs. I was surrounded by severe mental illness from their childhood traumatic experiences and their lack of ability to manage and maintain balance through the process of clearing out these past experiences. The more traumatic and painful the memories needing healing the more the self tends to avoid causing severe damage to the process.

The version of self being healed, becomes surfaced and if not handled properly can take over the vessel( the body ) and the individual loses management over their own mind. The mind is taken over by this version and whether they are 5 or 55 that mentality is then present. This is explaining bipolar, multiple personality disorder, and schizophrenia all of which I’ve now heavily explored through watching many suffer from. This is where the higher mind, view, and perspective must be brought in, working with, to anchor the self into a higher dimension to hold space for the lower self healing. I’ve witnessed the back and forth, in and out of personas, dimensions, and realities amongst my clientele, peers, and family for years now. I watched many walk right into their own coffin or hell and I’ve tried to help, but what I’ve learned is I will just become a host enabling that cell until it ignites its own fire, will, and reconnects to it’s truth, air, spirit. For that is the journey of self-love, self-discovery, and the human experience. Remember who you are, reclaim your power, and collect your cells into wholeness. 

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Spoonful Of Self-Awareness Part XIII

In our day-to-day lives and health, we begin to see how degraded and demented ourCELLS have become, and what this is doing to the planet at large. This feeling becomes the desire and urges to uncover more information. Leaving behind false and fear-based ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions. To create an environment that is harmonious and not harmful so you can explore all the facets and versions of yourself. This is what I strive to create and maintain. With my self-discipline and moment-to-moment response, my reality quickly shifted and I began to experience people, places, and my own abilities heightening. I thought I was very careful as to whom I allowed into my bubble. But when it came to business my door was open. I believed it wasn’t my job to limit who came to me and what they needed, they were human and I was here to assist my race. Little did I know the intense wrath of the unhealed parts of the cell and how much they will try to pull the self back down and worse turn on the brighter more capable cells. A lot came to me with the intention to heal and were unwilling to let go of attachments and unhealthy vices. Others with hidden agendas and self-serving intentions took advantage of my kindness and my giving self failed to keep my guard up.

I’ve learned vastly over the years things are not as they seem, people are not as they appear, and heavy discernment was required on an energetic level as their air ( intentions, ideas ) can be sneaky and manipulative. Along with the pullback or kickback from the unhealed parts not to be taken lightly!  Johny and I began to attract many couples and individuals who would appear to have similar upbringings and personal experiences. They felt as though they resonated with us. As we understood everyone to be versions of ourcellves we felt our duty to assist them on their journey. As you begin to assist others in removing layers of habits, patterns, and beliefs you may reach a point in which they don’t want to know. They don’t want to feel. And they don’t want to move forward. This is the egotistical cell-centred particles not willing to let go. This opposes an issue on the coaches or the one assisting the healing as it is simply the individual stating I’m pulling out of energy and returning back into the void, aka avoidance. This level of avoidance and unwillingness can only be overcome by the individual they must be willing to overcome their own self vs. self. 

To make the choice to move forward on their path. For that battle between the highest self and the versions) they are trying to heal must be pressurized by their own self so that the cell can regain it’s power over itself, clear out the toxic ideas, thoughts, feelings and actions contained within manifested more of its lower quality elements into one’s life. We’ve arrived at the place with many family, friends, and clients those unwilling to take responsibility, manage their energy, live moment to moment, be curious about life, to continue wanting to grow and expand. We have learned it is very harmful to us to push once someone has shown their unwillingness. They’ve left the reality of truth and have chosen to. Many of these couples, begin to self-convince themselves to be better than us. They’ve barely scratched the surface of understanding cellular energy yet they begin to take on our personas, talk like us, dress like us, begin sharing themselves on social media like us, act as if our ideas are now theirs, and even change their hairstyles, home decor and future plans to be that of what we have shown them was ours. Then they begin to turn, discredit, and demean who we are and what we’ve taught them acting as if they never came to us in the first place.

We’ve now experienced this happening for years with multiple couples and multiple clients and even family members taking names, services, and our facets claiming them as their own self-created ideas. We urged others to think for themselves, to learn who they were, and to find their own purpose. Yet these individuals would not get to the layers of their own healings to gather their own minds back and create their own ideas and thoughts. They began to host or steal off of our cells, our personas, and our purposes and we’ve been making the grander connection to why this is occurring in our lives. Why it’s happening four* us? As we clear out the fake and facade elements from cells we’ve attracted the many fragments through these individuals, they are contracts from us to differ between whose real and who’s fake. A test from the universe if we will still open the door to the void, to the doubt, to the fake we are clearing out. Not all versions of us require our engagement, the ones that are fake require our ability to feel the facade and no longer give it energy, attention, weight, worth, or value like on our computers, control, alt, delete is what is needed to remove these viruses or substance-less entities that can appear to be real when held up or fueled by a false belief that it is real.

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