As a result of our unhealed pasts, parental programming, and societal influences, we were divided in our roots. Despite doing a great deal of internal work, I had not even begun to penetrate the veils of family dynamics, ancestral trauma, and generational patterns. We are talking about reprogramming, and removing unhealthy, false, and fear-based beliefs, definitions, and experiences that have been formed over eras, lifetimes, decades, and generations. The majority (90%) of which were illusionary based, originating from the early stages of original consciousness's journey to self-awareness, which had and continues to have a learning curve. The unfortunate consequences of immaturity and juvenile behaviour. Lying, manipulating, deceiving, and controlling. There are ramifications from the beginning introduction of the duality between the feminine and masculine principles. Upon the most expanded understanding of ourselves, healing of the hole that has existed from the beginning of time. It is the torn, fractured, and damaged portions of the cell.

Therefore, it will result in comparisons and competitions between the divine counterparts, requiring a mass reconnection, remembering, healing, and reprogramming of its own capacity, functionality, potential, and understanding of its cells' journey into humanity. There was a strong parallel between what Johny and I were experiencing as individuals in our personal lives and as a couple and what we are receiving. Having started out as the eager beaver, I began sewing everything I had gathered from my past, including memories of Egypt and Greece, as well as being guided into higher dimensions where Atlantis and Lemuria are located. During my journey, I was strongly guided to urge my husband and those working/living by our side, including our mothers, to practice the same behaviour. As with all the clientele I was working with, I learned through experience, trial, and error, and then offered it to my clients to help advance their healing process. During self-hypnosis, I was constantly travelling back in time (energy) in order to better understand how history continues to repeat itself on a number of levels. As a result of the years spent battling failing health, I was driven to find the root cause of everything. It is truly easy to take for granted what we have until we lose it, and then we have to fight for it. That's where we grow up! Lol

Our cells originate from preexisting cells and contain all the information (in four mate ions), aka elements, that have been passed down, inherited, and absorbed in the form of our very own ideas, thoughts, feelings, and behaviours. We can begin to release and heal unhealthy family, generational, and societal patterns by utilizing this knowledge. The first step in addressing these issues is to understand where they originate. Identify the point in our cell's timeline where the beliefs were created and what memories/experiences are supporting and feeding that belief. When a belief is discovered or defined, and all memories and experiences that have been attracted and brought into play are met with healing, the entire body will shift as these toxic harmful skewed elements are released. In order to transform the charge of the cell, it must be given the truth about the memories, real air, fire, water, and earth about the belief that was formed by travelling into the subconscious mind to collect all contributing factors, their subtleties, the ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions that are contained within the cell.

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Spoonful Of Self-Awareness Part IX

Since I had revealed and healed many of my own past anchors from my individual choices, the ones with heavy investment in our future began to honeypot Johny and tried to steer him away from our healing work as if they would invest in his skateboarding, not Become Legend Not Trend, but in the sale of strictly skateboards, which Johny had previously manufactured and designed in Florida and Los Angeles prior to our meeting. It was easy for those seeking power or personal gain over us to manipulate his energy since there was still so much left to reveal. During that time he was like the Walmart greeter, just letting all the demons walk into our relationship, store, home, and future plans. This heavy desire for others approval and need for their attention resulted from his unhealthy life with his grandmother, mother, aunts, and uncles, in which the example was continually set to have no morals, no regard for other's emotions, a complete disregard for what is right and wrong, and a very vile normalcy of cheating, lying, stealing, prostitution, and manipulation.

As a result of these energies, he took terribly cruel actions towards me during the beginning of our relationship, actions which he suppressed, locked away, and was self-convinced were never needed to be revealed. In doing this, his cells were anchored into a very low level of consciousness, allowing other energies of similar nature to enter the heaven I had worked so hard to maintain through self-discipline, heavy determination, and constant awareness of the broader picture. When we mixed and blended our RNA and DNA, he was able to affect my systems in a very profound way, expanding the chromosomes of our x and y chromosomes, the children! Having access to my ovaries, my water element, and all elements of my body, he had a complete connection. As with many others, I was constantly abused for my willingness to forgive, see the bigger picture, and express my raw emotions. Throughout all of these relationships, I have learned to stand up for myself, to know when to engage someone and when to avoid engaging them and to recognize when someone wants/needs my attention solely for their own interests.

As he on a grander scale is merely reflecting the underlying components of myself, and my lineage, the healing is a personal experience. When we collect pieces of ourselves, we weave them together over the course of our lives, and the connection of all the dots from our individual experiences, to that of our divine counterpart, will tie back to the beginning of time and the very early relationships between the feminine and masculine principles. Not only will your mind be blown, but your heart will open, your emotions will begin to flow properly, and your actions will begin to align with your most cherished purposes and passions. By shifting your focus and perspective to that of universal truth, source, and substance, you will start to FEEL an ignition of the pilot light in you as you take on the role of Captain and begin to steer your own course, manage your own crew, and sail to the highest seas. In the course of my business growing and showing apparent signs of success, my father did not once mention helping/assisting/investing in me. Within weeks of reversing my health, I began to offer PEMF treatments I was studying and receiving, and it was evident he desired to capitalize on my health improvement. No fatherly love was evident.

At the age of 25, I sought his assistance because my health was failing. My mother battled mental health issues, and a toxic work environment. In addition, she attempted to provide the most comprehensive care possible while she dealt with a second divorce from an alcoholic cheater. In the eyes of my father, everything and everyone is a stock, and he will be the one to determine if you are a "wise" investment. It didn't take long before I realized everyone wanted to partake in the pie I was baking without any Om-work to align them in my dimension and playing field, including Johny. In the early stages of his plans to move from Los Angeles, I had many suspicions, red flags, and intuitive nudges about him. As he claimed to be working on expanding BLNT, his skate company, I was unsure what he was actually doing in Los Angeles. In fact, that is precisely what he was destined to do as I continued to lead Sage and Center prior to their merger into Accepting the Divine, our co-created business which combined our offerings into a platform for conscious living. I knew that he was my other half from my bones, blood, and being and yet it still came with baggage; rather, it was the divine union that stripped away what was unreal, false, and based on fear, as we mirrored each other at a cellular level; he was my counterpart.

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