Spoonful Of Stacey - Self Worth ( IX )
It has been challenging the last two years as we dug into the nitty-gritty of baggage left over from decades of lives built on false ideas and disconnections. Making sense of every situation/experience manifested — the assault with my ex was just one of many experiences that led into a full circle bigger picture appreciation with my mother's and grandmother's histories. Healing should never be taken lightly; one can easily trigger the state of post-trauma, and without proper knowledge, tools, + steps can remain stuck in their traumatized, survival selves, if unwilling to let go of them. I have specialized in working with mental-health imbalances + disorders through eight years of 1:1 therapy and multiple certified modalities. My life experiences have led me in this direction. As people wear their societal awards as badges of honour, mine are tucked away in my travel kit (which we downsized with all the relocations and travels we have undertaken to study human nature). The insight gained through regressional hypnosis by accessing cellular memory revealed the bigger picture of ideas and actions from the past. This started to dispel the fake realities created by so many people in order to distort and hide the truth of history, lineages, and ancestry. In addition to that, there were other contributing factors our great/grandparents/parents/peers etc never wanted to be revealed.
Therefore, being your own family's psychotherapist requires patience ( a lot of energy ), skill ( knowing the psychology of minds ) and great self-management. In the course of this process, I have been put to the test many times and have found parts of mycellves healing. As we are interconnected, this results in a win-win situation for the whole family. Hence, since all cells originate from pre-existing cells, we will have a MASSIVE effect on one another with regard to our psyche, cellular biology, chemistry, and rooted beliefs. During regressional hypnotherapy, cellular memories are accessed to aid in the healing of PTSD. In this process, one can regain cellular memories that have been blocked, manifesting in different forms and symptoms of mental illness such as not being able to recall or skewing gaps or events within one's own timeline, creating multiple personalities, etc. In the wake of the past stirring up for healing, all of the energies began to shift. It was evident that the lineages of Johny and I were being uplifted on all sides. As we travelled through our own healing process, our memories led us to discover the truth of our roots, and we definitely were shaken by the fake earth. As a result, we have encountered a great deal of pushback, since so many have refused to fulfill their part of the contract. In parallel, what occurs internally also appears externally. Humanity was being challenged to evolve collectively, to heal its past, and to recall its human nature as a whole. Taking action is based on my grasp of the larger picture, overcoming generational trauma, and releasing past unaligned actions that have led to imbalanced karma.
Due to this, my gentle girl had to become quite the boundary bitch and now resides somewhere in-between for balance. The effort to keep me quiet or convince those around me that I was crazy began early on. This was an attempt to contaminate my world with false ideas. To the detriment of themselves and others, people will protect their comforts and self-convincing lies. Rooted in false narratives that skew their own mentality. Trailblazers are often referred to as crazy people because they are dedicated to bringing the truth whilst remaining authentic with passion, self-awareness and care. Truth has been my sword and elements my shield as I battle reactions, lies and betrayal from many people at once. It feels as if a war is raging simultaneously in many spheres, but physically the room stands still. This is essentially a mind-emotion-body fuck when you aren't aware of the subtle dimensions and realities, and can lead to confusion, mislabeling, and misdirection. It is necessary to be in the air to become aware. To be willing to become aware of everyone's ideas (intentions) and contributing factors on the grandest/universal scale that contribute to the present situation or experience in order to be able to make the proper choices/decisions to respond for the greatest good of all people involved. A higher level of consciousness will always be benefited from this practice.
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