It is not uncommon for some of us to have experienced traumas that have shifted/damaged our nervous systems as well as our overall mentality about the world. We must give a great deal of weight to belief systems as they play an important role in our constant co-creation. Despite wanting something more than anything else in the world, if you carry a belief system that contradicts your desires, it would be impossible to manifest...This is HUGE! Take a moment to consider how many beliefs you have taken on from others. Have you ever questioned your preconceived beliefs, discovered their roots, rewritten them and released what did not serve you or the greatest good of all? The truth is that this should be an integral part of everyone's relationship with themselves; however, because we have been prevented from understanding what human nature truly is, we have become much less than human.
In the long run of my life, growing up as an only child has been more of a detriment than a benefit. My extremely juvenile egocentrism never got corrected as it should have been if I would've had siblings. As a child I desperately needed the experience of co-creation, sharing, being aware of others' feelings and emotions, being put in my place by other obvious versions of me, and being able to put others' needs before my own. It did not help that my immediate family had similar moral imbalances and ethics, which meant a significant amount of self-serving, lying, cheating, stealing, manipulating, and avoiding of those obvious imbalances within themselves and among each other. In modern society today it seems as though "good friend" standards revolve around the "I wont call you out on your s**t if you don't call me out on mine" principle, this unspoken agreement facilitates broader superficial acceptance.
Truth hurts is a statement that exists only in the reality where no one demonstrates a real commitment to their morals, true self, or others, so they take skewed actions and become inconsistent characters who make quite vile decisions while still convincing themselves that they are once again “good people.” I have been working through mental imbalances that I was able to recognize in early 2019. I became aware that these imbalances had been present most of my life as I humbled my ego and gave weight to my sensitivities. To be fair we are all being affected by mental imbalances and can see the tall tale signs of some of the more popular symptoms such as anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, panic attacks, addiction, complacency, and in my case complete emotional detachment/numbness and identification/personality disorder…
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