Spoonful Of Self-Awareness Part XI
As a result of shifting the quality and quantity of elements within the cell, its vibration will change and the real energy will begin to flow, freeing the cell from its false programming and detrimental effects on the nervous system. Whether I was looking for truth with a lion's passion or like a kitty who was determined to get a treat, I hunted for it with intense passion. Curiously exploring the earliest stages of creation, duality, evolution, and the mixing and breeding of species from the history of the multiverse.
In order to expand my own limitations, I apply pressure to my mind as if it were putty stretching and spreading. It is necessary to remove the crusty, rusty helmet that has been placed on the crown of our planet. As in the Trueman show movie, we have been trapped in a heavy bubble or metal-like capsule which is not conducive to our cellular makeup and is extremely harmful to our planet and race. It is fair to say that real nature and cellular charging are dwindling in importance as a result of false, instantaneous, and easy lifestyles fed by false, fear-based, limiting ideas and actions, resulting in a lowering of human consciousness into its most dense state of self-awareness and connection to nature, the source of life. Following my deathbed healing, my fairytale ride continued taking me through various lineages, including the lyrans, draconian, cabal, starseeds, plaedians, nacals, mayans, and deeper into the galaxies, making my way through the planets, even beyond into other solar systems. I am very thankful that the truth has been revealed over the course of time through this collection of my cells. I never imagined that this would be my life's purpose or that I could create such a life prior to my health journey. Fear and doubt limited and controlled my mind. Life's revelations have shattered my westernized, small-town mind several times over. As part of my day-to-day self-care, I had to process and work through a tremendous amount of attachments, layers of memories, and preconceived ideologies that contradicted the information I was being divinely guided to uncover.
In yin yoga poses, I would be transported back to past lives when a spot of intensity was found in my hips and sacrum, and I would begin to communicate with the cells. As I meditated in the sun with crystals by the beach, a grander comprehension of my childhood arose in my mind's eye like an old film. I continuously experienced a completely altered perspective as I allowed the control of my thoughts through their management to subside and a broader perspective was gained. Looking back over my timeline, I was able to determine the cause and effect of what happened by applying the laws of energy. During this period, I began to live in a state of constant questioning. As an example, why did I drop that, why did I stub my toe, where did that idea come from, whose feeling is this, why didn't that client show up, and why did she say that? Where am I supposed to go, what is my next move, how do I proceed, why did that just happen, where am I blocking myself, where am I in need of more balance, and which of my elements are not working together? Why does my shoulder trigger, who made me feel insecure, and what is their intent, to name just a few! As a result, I became obsessed with the Y chromosome and a questioning queen. The superficial event just occurred, but why?
The fire element that is our mental body, thoughts, our intention is represented by the Y chromosome. In any case, this girl was determined to gain a mind of her own, not one that was programmed and filled with other people's thoughts, but one that I formed based on my own eXperiences. Thus, the X chromosome represents water, feelings, and desires. The Y and X chromosomes are located at the front of our brains, and they represent what we want. We are heavily influenced by our needs, which are located at the back of our brain represented by the binary coding 1,0. It is here that there can be a conflict between our needs and wants, and we battle between our past and our future. To activate the DNA, our X and Y chromosomes our RNA, the binary coding 1,0 must be repaired and reprogrammed.
Continued