Spoonful Of Self-Worth Part XVI
Due to a lack of knowledge of all the contributing factors and a very narrow view of life, my 24-year-old self bottled it up. A few days after the wedding, Mike inquired whether anything had occurred. Due to his heightened senses, he had the ability to feel things like I did. Unfortunately, we had no understanding of our emotions + thoughts. Insecurity, loss, and rebellion were common characteristics among both of us. Each and everyone of us carries the principal element that we represent. Once you are aware of this, you are better able to cooperate and understand the characteristics/traits that each element brings to the table. Among my family, Tyler is our earth, the first expansion of our origin, our mother. The most concentrated, potent, but immature, cell-centred, and contracted.
My brother, Vaughn, is our second expansion and is our water. Very creative, incredibly sensitive, fluid, and mysterious. I represent the fire, the third expansion. Intelligent, determined, stubborn, and resourceful. If there had been a fourth air as my mother intended, this individual might have exhibited characteristics such as being highly sensitive, having short attention spans, living off on one's own, aloof, and arrogant. Similar to the understanding of doshas in the sister science of yoga, Ayurveda, the knowledge of life. In my experience, it was not until I began to weave all practices and understandings of life into their simplest, most raw form, vibration, that the most comprehensive understanding of our health and care of our cells became apparent. In an age of so much complication and so many modalities and ideas about what is right and what is wrong, what works and what doesn't, discernment is imperative.
Therefore, I am dedicated to the teachings of the laws of nature and energy and how our nervous systems are fundamental to the maintenance of optimal health. To me, this is no more complicated than finding X in an equation. In other words, what idea (or belief) manifested ____________ . Locate the root cause of minor and major experiences. Would you be willing to become aware? Would you be willing to accept responsibility? Using our minds, our fire element creates our individual identity that derives from our individual beliefs about our self, cells, life, nature, and the entire universe. Your thoughts are driving your energy, and wherever your thoughts are flowing, you will find your cellular energy. By directing the flow towards what you are thinking (fire) and what you know (air + water), you will accomplish your goal.
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