Most women felt overwhelmed once they got married, had kids, and had to run to make time for themselves to learn, play, nurture, and grow the most important relationship they have with themselves. In addition to defining all others, it will profoundly affect the well-being and experiences of your children and extended family, ultimately affecting the collective we form as a whole. Most people didn't have their own ideas, hobbies, passions, or pursuits. They didn't even think to question as they defended their past decisions scared to explore that maybe along the way a less-than-savoury decision was made for them and others.

Time isn't linear like what we think it is. It's electric and magnetic elements working together to create time, and reality. Getting to know ourselves and everything that went into engineering us. It's all out there. You can find an answer to anything. As we're all interconnected, we can access ALL our memories. We can then decide to fill in the holes and gaps in our timelines with truth and all its contributing factors, weaving science, spirituality, and human evolution so that our linear experience makes the most sense. We can always become privy to another's feelings or what they're going through or where they're coming from to the extent we allow ourselves to ask, feel, and connect to them. Isn't that what we call putting ourselves in someone else's shoes? We cast so many spells based on our ideas and thoughts, but do we know who we're connecting with when we say these things?

Why do we use these statements, adages, and metaphors? Similarly to the stories about the zodiacs, I am curious to find out what their origin is. Their origins. My experience in healing my own cells taught me that we must get to the root of the problem. The root, the seed, was perceived as a confusing idea by many people. A lot of different theories but none that made complete sense, or stayed true to the laws of nature, and that brought all levels of health and life full circle. My curiosity needed to know the root of everything ignited heavily from the saving of my own life. This driving force was the same energy that saved my life in traumatic situations later in life. My intense intuition training and development saved my pregnant self, my husband, our 1-year-old and our two cats from a directed attack to kidnap for ransom, carbon monoxide poisoning, child trafficking, and murder to name a few.

These events haven’t been spoken on too much as I’ve been working behind the scenes drawing all my cells back together and protecting my family from those with less than agendas for us and what we represent. I like these women felt lost. I lost so much of myself after these events. It felt like there was a glass wall between me and everyone. I couldn’t handle anything, my patience was thin, overwhelmed very easily, severely traumatized Johny couldn’t leave the house without me losing my shit. Certain sounds would set me off and all I wanted to do was sleep. If you know me at all this should put off some alarms and maybe some of you can relate. I would try to read a book and the same page would be repeated. I’d stare out the window with a blank gaze. I’d watch old videos of myself teaching spirituality and self-care and find her so annoying and happy she drove me insane because I missed her so much. All of the practices, tools, and healings that were applied to reverse my failing health in 2013 that led to creating my business, maintaining my health, and taught to clients were then all heavily applied as Johny and I went to om work putting our cells back together and healing from the cellular damage.

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Standing out from the status quo or societal norms may cause others to feel uncomfortable. There is only a two-dimensional understanding of competition and comparison in the mind. The concept of oneness has yet to be fully understood, and as a result, the feeling that this is different is sparked and questions are subsequently raised. Are they right or am I wrong? The problem lies in the fact that, in that limited thinking, it is very black and white, ignoring all of what lies in between the contributing factors, as one must be correct, and the other must be incorrect. Rather than bridge the gap that has caused confusion and questioning by learning and finding ways of relating, find a way to find common ground. In adopting the mindset of everyone being a version of you, you develop a great deal of compassion, empathy, and understanding of the human experience, resulting in dramatically different ways of thinking, feeling, and acting toward others when you accept them as a part of you. Irrespective of how you feel about this particle, it is part of a much bigger concept of the origins of consciousness and the development of our own history.

The act of rejecting a piece of ourselves will only lead to a hole in our cellular makeup and a division between the feminine and masculine principles that comprise our yin and yang natures. That doesn't mean some boundaries will have to be set with those versions of ourselves who choose to live life with less lifestyles, beliefs, and attachments, hosting the energy of others, or creating alternative stories and versions of reality. Managing all of our versions is imperative. As a result, if you open the door on someone from your past and they appear to be in exactly the same space, nothing has changed, no evolution has taken place, and they are unwilling to grow, we can gather all the information we need about this version of ourselves. Ask yourself why this version of yourself remains stuck or stagnant. The best thing to do is to shut the door quietly, walk away, set boundaries and work with the version from within. It is simply a matter of allowing all versions of our cells to find their independence. This will enable them to develop the character and adversity that they will need to thrive and mature. As much as we can support, if a relationship remains imbalanced and lessons are not being learned, it may be detrimental to each other's health to force rather than allow what needs to be done to flow naturally.

Constant awareness of our cellular state comes from observing and managing our own ideas, thoughts, feelings, and actions, consciously and subconsciously. This was healthy programming for kids, babies, and children that we need. Rather than listening to what we hear, we act based on what we see. This is the primitive part of the brain, which is responsible for the saying "monkey see, monkey do". Involve them, teach them about mind, body, and spirit care. What's important is that the parent is self-disciplined, has personal experiences and practices, and has a strong foundation of morals and values. This can be challenging if the example was not set or met by one's parents. In the early decades of our society, when girls so young were married off, vile norms and treatment have definitely been present controlling women, our bodies, and our abilities. And with that said, it's the feminine energy in all that needs huge exploration, understanding, healing, and expansion out of its very low-conscious states.

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